A little about our story, written by Tyler's Mommy; 

New Year’s Day came and all was perfect… all except one thing- I hadn’t felt you move in a few hours. I was in complete denial that anything could be wrong, but after trying a few techniques to feel you move, I was told to head to the ER immediately. After numerous nurses tried to find your heartbeat my doctor finally confirmed with the dreaded words, “Your baby has no heartbeat”. I felt confusion, anger, and a sadness that is indescribable.  Giving birth to you happened quick, and I know now God intended it to happen that way. You had blonde hair and blue eyes, the perfect little face, toes, and nose. Everything about you was perfect.  Your dad and I held you, spent time with you, and never wanted to let you go.  We held your little fingers, kissed your cheeks, touched your sweet perfect nose, and talked to you. Saying our last goodbyes to you, and seeing you taken away from me knowing I would never hold you again, was the hardest thing I have and ever will go through.

I’ve pushed down a lot of emotions for the past 5 years, and have held back talking about you. I’m sorry sweet boy. I’m coming to the realization that this was my way of dealing with grief. I liked to keep you safe, inside my thoughts and prayers and didn’t like to share much about you because frankly, it made it more real that you were gone. You know what’s crazy about all this? Even though you were only with us for a short time you have already made huge impacts on me and this world.

If it weren’t for you, my relationship with God wouldn’t be what it is today. Despite questioning my faith and God many times after your death, I have come to realize that God placed you in my life for so many reasons. Handing you off that dreary January morning 5 years ago wasn’t the end of your story my love. It was only the beginning.

Please consider joining our team for this wonderful virtual event. I will try and do everything I can to not forget you, Tyler. This is just one step in remembering you. 

Love, 

Mommy